Tuesday, May 11, 2010

mak,i miss ue..big time



hepi mother's day!
mak,ney untuk mak...
even though aku taw mak xkan bukak blog ney
aku nak nulih jugak untuk ibu aku...
special dedicating to my mom,
bibah bt ismail
ibu,mak,mummy,mama,ummi
sumanya membawa erti yg sama pd aku
mak,segalanya bg aku
tanpa mak,aku kt dunia ney...
huwaaaaarhhh!
xketahuan hala tuju...

tada hadiah mahal2 nak bg kt mak
hadiah paling mahal yg aku boley bg untuk cuma doa jela
itu benda wajib yg aku bwt tiap2 hari...

mak suka berleter,marah2 aku swoh aku bwt keja suma ngn kadar yg cepat
slaloo gesa aku bl8 ostel awal
dia kata takut hujan sebab tuh swoh bl8 cepat
aku kan bl8 naik keta panjang[bas]
bukannya dia xsuka aku ada kt umah
mak slaloo swoh aku bgn awl
tp aku liat
mak slaloo risau klw aku bl8 rumah lambat...
mak slaloo cemas klw aku terkadang lupa nak nelefon dia bila dah smp hostel

tp....
mak la yg da one who cook nice food,
da one who neva judge me neither in or out

da one who listen to me
one yg aku slaloo rasa xpernah xsyg aku

da one yg aku slaloo spill my aiq mata yg xbpa nak mahal tuh

n she's da only one yg paling syg aku selepas ALLAH S.W.T
aku xkan lupa orang tuh...
mak aku...
i luv ue mom!
lots...
i miss ue,big time
hopin mak sejahtera sentiasa xkira kt mana mak ada skunk[ngn abah kt kola kedah]
may ALLAH bless

hehex..
sempena hari ibu kena la cerita sal ibu...
nnt bila smp hari bapa aku cerita la sal che omar  pulak...
naaa

daa...
assalamualaikum
@_@

midyear da dekat...ngee??

midyear...midyear...midyear...
bley jln daa ngn midyear tuh...
ngahahahaha!
astaga!
apa ney,husna?
xsedaq diri lg ka?

-apa aku bley bwt..aku mmg mls.so,wat?
-hg tuh azam je lebih.dari dluw smp la keja motivate ngn nad ats katey...tp effort xjln pown..
-bagi aku cadangan,apa lg aku bley bwt tok menggerakkan tangan aku tok studi
-hg pi kawen jela husna oii..
-wey,tamau r camtuh.tada calon lg daa...

hmm,mlm2 time2 camni suka r merapu dpn comp...
sejarah tgh tunggu...
tp maapla,tada sense nak bwt lg la...
hehex!
baca blog shahirah tadi,tetiba je terangsang nak post kt blog aku
tp,tada idea la pulak nak nulih sal apa kn...
nad ngn dada kt luaq...
physics tgh tunggu
chemia blom selak lg
bio xabeh khatam lg
addmath xcekang lg
agama xrevise lg

arghhhh!
nak gheyiau[satgi ada owg tataw pulak.gheyiau means nangeh]

assalamualaikum
@_@

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

you came to me...

ue came to me

in dat hour of need

when i was so lost,so lonely

ue came to me

took my breath away

showed me da rite way

da way to lead

ue filled my heart wif luv

showed me da lite above

now all i want is to b wif ue

ue'r my one true luv

taught me to neva judge

now all i want is to b wif ue

Allahumma solli ala saidina mustofa

Ala habibika nabiika mustofa

ue came to me

in time of despair

i called on ue,ue were there

without ue wat wud my life means

to know d unseen,da worlds between

for ue i'll sacrifies

for ue i'd give my life

anything juz to b wif ue

i feel so lost at time

by all da hurt n lies

now all i want is to b wif ue

showed me rite from wrong

taught me to b strong

need ue more than ever

ya Rasul Allah

ue came to me

in dat hour of need

need ue more dan eva

ya Rasul Allah!

[sami yusuf]

fuh,lega!
abeh ja tulih lagu ney,terus merayap jalur2 keinsafan dlm diri aku..
dulu,masa mula2 ustaz bukak lagu ney dlm kelas,mana penah aku suka..
fistime dengaq sami yusf nyanyi,aku xlarat thn gelak...
hala,dengaq dia nyanyi sambil ketaq2 tgn penuh emo pulak tuh...
lagu ney pulak nasyid bahasa inggeris,tuh yg rasa pelik cket...
tapi bila dah lama2 dengaq,rasa lain pulak
lucu turns insaf...
ek?
ngee...
asal ada kuliah agama ja,ustaz bukak..
dah tu,mana la hati ney xtertarik nak hayati lagu ney...
aku xda la jahat sgt sebelom ney
cuma xda la warak sgt sebelom ney
pendek kata yg sedang2 saja...
frankly speaking..
pintu hati tu ada la terbukak sikit..
xluas tapi hari2 terbuka,of coz jadi luas jgk kn...

Allah,da Almighty
da Creature...
please forgive me...

really into it..

assalamualaikum.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

apa ku kesah????????

according to ue,
im stupid,im useless,
i cant do anything rite,

but according to him,
im beautiful,incredible,
he cant get me out of his head,

and according to me,
ue'r stupid,ue'r useless,
u cant do anything rite...

kata siapa aku stupid?
hah?
kata siapa aku aku useless?
hah?
kata siapa aku xbley bwt suma benda dgn btoi?
hah?
kata orianthi kot?
heh?
ek?
well,she just deliver the song lah...
i can do physics by my own,sometimes
i can do addmath by my own,sometimes
but only for chemia jela i need da teacher to help me...
bcoz chemia come in very different world...
no one can do chemia by their own...
unless la dia tuh sowang bdk yg pelik...
aku pelik,tapi xbley bwt chemia sowang2...

hah,aku merapu dah...actually lagu ney aku nak tujukan pada kaum yg lain jenis ngn aku
ngee...
aku nak tujukan lagu ney pada anybody,any rude boy yg neva see me as what i am...
the one that always see me down...
that one that neva judge me by the rite way
the one that guide me to be damn humble
and lead me to be very unconfident...
huh...
bak kata sowang bdk klaih aku...
DIA
disgusting,iritating,annoying!

conclusionnya...
apa ku kesah??

daa r,,,
assalamualaikum

budak ajaib

igt best ke jadi bdk pelik kt sekolah??????????????

hmm,akulah salah sowang bdk pelik kt sekolah aku even in my klaih too..
dari dulu lagi aku pelik...
tp xda la pelik tahap xigt macam lady gaga tuh...
at least aku xpenah lagi try pakai spenda kt luaq...
ataupown bwt bra jadi spek mata...
nahahahahah!
tuh bukan aku...
at least for dis moment la kan...
masa2 yg ke depan xbani janji la kan...
ngee...
masa form 3,si nama panjang nurul ain farahana natasha ngn si blur nurul iman tuh panggil aku budak ajaib...
sbbnya...
kononnya aku ney selalu xlekat dlm klaih...
asek hilang ja memanjang...
lah,bukan aku pi mana pown...
pi toilet je,dek oii...
ngee...
dowang xtaw aku slalooooo sgt lap klaih...
hahahax,aku lap klaih dgn jayanya plak tuh....
rahsianya aku bwt benda tuh sowang tanpa komplot ngn sesapa pown...
sbb tuh la bley berjaya...
kalooo byk owang byk la kepala,byk jugak la otaknya...
sbb tuh la plan slaloooo hancho...
macam tadi...alkisahnya...ak 'terlap' la klaih addmath...
is it worth dat i sacrified addmath for my artwork?
aku hangout ngn bdk2 f2 kt bilik seni...
well,ue decide!
heh,daa...
assalamualaikum
@_@